Loneliness
is a complex and usually unpleasant emotional response to isolation or lack of
companionship. It like every emotion has its valley’s and peaks. Loneliness
that can be rocked is what I would refer to as the valley of loneliness (“arms
crossed, knees drawn up) its low level possible to maintain, but it’s capable
of sending your mind off to another realm but yet easy to snap out of still
capable of completing tasks and functioning a normal life, the down time is
when it would sneak up on you the most. But Sethe’s choices could also reflect
the loneliness that can be rocked, especially if you associate it with her
decision to kill one of her own children and still have to live with the pain
and images of her acts, true indeed she felt she had a reason but it still
doesn’t justify her actions the vivid images still surface continuously and
eats at the heart; and no one can relate so no one can ease the pain, only in
due time. Loneliness that roams on the other hand is more dangerous depending
on the situation, this form of loneliness causes one to go out and search for
what he/she is missing its one that over powers the mind and body not realizing
it may be possible consiquences just like beloved. She stumbled upon 124 in
hopes to gain the love of her mother, which she feels was disposed by Sethe.
Sad part is when your loneliness provokes you to search for what your soul is
missing you don’t always get the answer your looking for.
Remembering seemed unwise to those that knew beloved
because the truths hurts, just like Paul D telling Sethe about Halle watching
as she was being raped and held down unwillingly for her milk. Sethe was always
curious as to what happen to Halle but never knew once she found out it hurt
her to the point where she wished it hadn’t even been told to her. Facing the
truth as a slave and even a free man or woman more than likely was negative
there was no happy memories from sweet home neither was beloved. “Sometimes the
photograph of a close friend or relative looked at too long shifts, and
something more familiar than the dear face itself moves there. – Everything has
its place in life and in ones heart good or bad, some things stick around for
years before you’re able to let go, forgive and forget; Sethe made a bad
decision and chose to let it eat her away which was her biggest mistake.
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